EGO DEATH


Here is some of my experiences about Ego death.  In facebook groups people has said that my writings have helped them, so I tell also here about my development.


I write this about two years ago for facebook group Ascension symptoms:


Are there in this group people who are Ascended Beings? I've been thinking about how Ascension feels.I posted this couple of days ago in one group about Ascended Masters but people there don't fully understand what Ascension is. Now I found this group and here people were talking about these feelings that they are going to die. So, what's happened? Did you reach Ascension? In Godfré Ray King's The "I AM" Discourses it reads that when you can feel your I AM Presence Ascension has begun. I can feel my Higher Self and I AM Presence easily and I can spend weeks in samadhi and surrounded with Unconditional Love. However I read Dr Joshua David Stone's books, and in his books he told that when he reached Ascension it lasted about half hours and it felt like he is going to die. So, does Ascension really takes something so dramatic that it feels like dying? I feel only Love when I am Ascending and Creation is endless. I can Ascend higher and higher, not only to fifth dimension. Ascended Masters are in 12 dimension and Love Beings like Arcturians are in 9th dimension. I can easily connect with Arcturians and they always support me and answers my questions through the Daniel Scranton's channellings and just recently when I was thinking about this, Arcturians gave me explanation what you can read from Daniel's channelling, that no one really can told or explain what Ascension feels. I am 9D Lyran Feline Starseed and Arcturians are helping me and others who would like to connect with them. I am reached some point in my Ascensions and Evolution, but is there going to be some Grande Final Ascension which I don't yet have experienced?


So what are your feelings and what you are experiencing when ascending? Is there some Grand Final Ascension what feels like dying? I don't want to experience nothing dramatic and like I said, Ascension don't stop at fifth dimension.


And if you are interested in reading Dr Joshua David Stone's books just google and you will find free downloads and the books names are: The Complete Ascension Manual: How to achieve Ascension in this lifetime, Beyond Ascension: How to Complete the Seven Levels of Initiation, Hidden Mysteries: ETs, Ancient Mystery schools and Ascension, Cosmic Ascension: Your Cosmic Map Home.


Then I write this following article in one of Ramana Maharshi's facebook group about six months ago:


Bhagawan Ramana Maharshi has been told that he reached Enlightenment when he felt sudden fear of death and he started think and feel about it. I don't remember where I read or watched video about Ramana where was told that Ramana wanted to transfer his knowledge and feelings for someone of his students and he put a pen in the student forehead and was doing satsang to him. Student was terrified because he was thinking that he is going to die.


About month ago while I was in samadhi and I was meditating this awful fear of death hit me and I felt like I was going to die. Only thing my mine was that I don't want to die and I got to stay alive because of my son who needs me. So I  stopped meditating. Then after some couple of days I was again in samadhi and that same feeling about dead came to my feelings and thought again, but this time it wasn't so powerful.


I found this quote and pic about Enlightenment attached here. I don't who done it, maybe some Enlightened person. There are in these Ramana Maharshi groups rules that only Ramana's teachings are allowed. I hope that pic and my writing is allowed to post because I need support for all of this and I hope that this group would be like support group. There are not so many discussions and comments in these Ramana's groups, only pics and quotes and everyone probably knows Ramana's teachings about silence.


So is it necessary to let go of these feelings of like dead to reach Enlightenment?  I think that these feelings are Ego death and body attachments and identification for body and I or my Higher Self are doing it little by little. I hope that some Enlightened person would guide me and others too who have experienced same kind of feelings.


I am so happy that I found Sri Ramana Maharshi in my life and have his blessing. I love Ramana unconditionally although we are one. I AM.


























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